Let go
Let go and feel the pain……
I remember the day I was at the doctor’s and he was trying to inject me with a medicine to ease out the fever …… my cry was louder than I could imagine and then my dad said let go of ur hand beta and u will feel the ease……. It still echo’s deep in my head today and now I know the real meaning of what he said……
There are many things in life which when not there in our lives give us peace of mind though their not being there seems painful. Confusing as it may seem but it’s a hard, cold fact of life as much as a long deep breath taken by a drowning man who’s just been rescued. As kids we all love doing things that our folks would forbid us from and that would really give us weird high …. It does to a lot of people even when they grow over the years; they fail to see the misery that would encompass an act that they would perform even though the whole damn bloody world would forbid them from. As I remember clearly there was this time I would love to play with sand sitting by the garden and my mum would tell me not to and the rebel inside me would break free doing the same again and again …but the strange part would be no matter how much I tried to hold all of the sand in my tight closure it would all go away like it were never in my embrace. I cannot possibly describe the feeling back then as I was not really aware of it but now I know that it’s the soul crushing feeling of losing out to the perverse pleasure of destiny. We can achieve it through our desperate , passionate feelings and efforts but never really will we be able to retain it …… that’s what is called DESTINY…………. Its God’s way of telling us that it’s his world and he can take away anytime whatever he has given and we need to let go of it no matter how obsessively we want it and just feel the pain……. of course he is the one to help us ease out the pain as well!!!!!!
I remember the day I was at the doctor’s and he was trying to inject me with a medicine to ease out the fever …… my cry was louder than I could imagine and then my dad said let go of ur hand beta and u will feel the ease……. It still echo’s deep in my head today and now I know the real meaning of what he said……
There are many things in life which when not there in our lives give us peace of mind though their not being there seems painful. Confusing as it may seem but it’s a hard, cold fact of life as much as a long deep breath taken by a drowning man who’s just been rescued. As kids we all love doing things that our folks would forbid us from and that would really give us weird high …. It does to a lot of people even when they grow over the years; they fail to see the misery that would encompass an act that they would perform even though the whole damn bloody world would forbid them from. As I remember clearly there was this time I would love to play with sand sitting by the garden and my mum would tell me not to and the rebel inside me would break free doing the same again and again …but the strange part would be no matter how much I tried to hold all of the sand in my tight closure it would all go away like it were never in my embrace. I cannot possibly describe the feeling back then as I was not really aware of it but now I know that it’s the soul crushing feeling of losing out to the perverse pleasure of destiny. We can achieve it through our desperate , passionate feelings and efforts but never really will we be able to retain it …… that’s what is called DESTINY…………. Its God’s way of telling us that it’s his world and he can take away anytime whatever he has given and we need to let go of it no matter how obsessively we want it and just feel the pain……. of course he is the one to help us ease out the pain as well!!!!!!
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