Chasing a Mirage

Am I chasing a MIRAGE????

A whole of our generation believe that if we dream big we can make it big in life. Also this belief has been changed into an established fact by many of us…. Well am sure not one of them and that’s one of the prime reasons y I am writing this …cribbing in one 1 corner which is bigger than a corner actually of my brain as to y the hell am I not able to get my dreams into my kitty even though they are not like some giant meteorites.

Then suddenly last night twisting turning on my bed I got this reply or alarm from somewhere deep inside me that Samraggi you can bag Ur dreams but not impossible stupid imaginations wich are absolutely baseless and boom some sort of big fat ugly truth struck me harder than a boulder my size making me think, am I actually dreaming or is it that I am chasing some non existing dream like a mirage?

It’s a birth right of a woman to weave this make belief world around herself and also live in it happily till the time some heartless jerk crashes into it and makes her world go topsy turvey. And there are some other women more stupid in nature who again start making such a cocoon for themselves and wait for a bang….but the saddest part of what u knw I am one of them so capable of leading the entire lot.

It’s rightly said that everything is possible in life as long as one has the drive to run for his/her goal. But how would you know if what u consider as Ur goal exists in reality or is its clear manifestation of ur imaginations produced by ur wonderful mind . I can bet my life u wont till the time u r forced and pushed outta of ur cocoon and thrown into the awfully bright real world which has no place for mirages and is bright enough to open r eyes wide apart to see the real world. Till date I have always wanted something and obsessed about it and have got it by means of what I would call luck or lemme give some credit to myself and say perseverance. But now at the peak of my life when the only thing that am whole heartedly looking for is a person who can give a whole new dimension to my life and believe me my wait seems like and endless procession towards to the end of the damn world. Its like the cake is all set for savoring but the icing is just not the correct one and u can’t have it without that.

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  1. GuNsAugust 21, 2009 at 2:20 AM

    That is a thought which I have never been able to put into words as well as you've just did here. Out for the real world, I'm a sorted-out, patient, confident professional person but inside the dim corridors of my head, I'm running around, banging against the walls...running frantically through that maze trying to figure out exactly what I want to be... Movies, books, stories... I want to be THAT guy there who screwed up and I think how well I could have handled that situation if it was me instead. I want to be the beefy six foot tall guy who can beat an entire army to bloody pulp singlehandedly, I want to be that ultra sexy guy who gets hit on by every girl passing by, I want to be that genuis who invents a world changing device, I want to be everything I'm not and mostly things I can never be.I came here from Kamana's blog, I think though not completely sure because I blog-hop a lot. Do check my blog out if you ever get time - I write random nonsense interspersed with some gyaan and useful information.

    -PeAcE
    --WiTh
    ---GuNs

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    1. samraggiOctober 26, 2017 at 4:24 AM

      Hey this must be weird getting replied after ages but wat u felt here is often felt by many of us

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